Hebrew is like a veil being rent asunder. I see the world backwards, from the other side of the page. Suddenly, I see English from the other side of the page as well.
Greek forces me to meditate on the sound and symbol as well as the process of thought: the order of words.
Chinese is a reflection on meaning.
French? How could something so similar be so different? Even to the point of sounds of familiar letters… even to the point of putting articles where my “native” tongue has none.
I don’t need to publish anything. It was always a journey of self-discovery.
For so long I thought every moment was worth saving… was worth sharing. That was the flaw of my artistic theory.
It seems to me that the purpose of zazen is, maybe, to make what we have come to refer to as unconscious thought processes into what we know as “conscious” thought processes. With the unconscious conscious, the unconscious becomes controllable. Controllable, we gain power over our inner lives. Gaining power over our inner lives, we attain self-mastery. Mastering the self, the external world no longer has control over us by appealing to previously “unconscious” drives. Maybe, it’s time for me to start zazen again.
What is thought does not have to be actualized. That is desire. What, then, is thought?
It’s not the shoddiness of Freud’s system that matters; rather, it is the structure that it engendered: evidence of the self-perpetuation of a human idea (false).
Logic is limited. The question remains: Does logic express the actual way in which thoughts are connected by the mind? Also, does logical symbolization exhaust the possibility of how thoughts are expressed within the mind itself? The further questions of cause and effect, existence and non-existence are still perplexing.
Might it not be the case that in his merging of Nietzsche and Spinoza, Gilles Deleuze is bringing together the great post-Pythagorean argument between Heraclitus and Parmenides (strife and monism)?
Physics is the determining factor in the European intellectual tradition. And physics as metaphor becomes the basis for European logic.
Why did physics take hold in Greece?
How can one build in the nothing? How do we make our first step? Where do we land? How does one find an authentic point from which to begin? Kant, Hegel, Nietzsche, even Freud… Plato, Aristotle, Confucius… Descartes…
Something happened to me once upon a time. I don’t know what it was.
Philosophy must be overcome.
What is the subject is the question.
It is evident that what underlies this world is nothing.
Logic is absurd.